Inconsolable

2007-12-13T19:24:00.000+08:00

Super long since the last updates.
As usual, im lazy.
And finally, holidays are here; time for a lil break before stress comes ahead me.

I've learnt something. I've learnt that it wasnt easy to find like minded people. Yet i will hope one will get awakened, cus i dont know how to deal with it, but i knew i gonna give my best shot.

And when i made that decision, i've knew i gonna think of the worst consequence.

Some things are so unpredictable, and weird of course. This mistake was here again after years.

Anyway, some may not understand my meaning. Too much things in mind and difficult to express myself in words. Or rather, im not good at words ;)

Another thing was, it has been a year plus.. since then.
Yet i don't harbor any hopes. But you're still in my first place =] Though i meant nothing to you anymore.
Hah. Felt so contradicting though.

Anyway...

Last saturday, was out to support Yvonne for 88.3fm campus reporter. So she'd won between another opponent of the same school as hers; congrats to her lah. Somehow, i dont think i've such courage to stand up in front of the stage and talk in front of so many people. =] Fish & co-ed for dinner, and cabbed home with ying.

Was having aud test on tuesday. Two words: Screwed Up. Never disliked a module so much that had up to 40+ slides for almost all chaps. Worst of all, i dont really like the teacher. Grr.

And school ended early yesterday. Slept the whole afternoon till 10 plus pm. Super shiok okay!

For today, there's nothing much lah.
And im meeting ying tomorrow at tampines =)

Super boring post i know. Maybe pics will be up tomorrow. Gonna be off for tv already. Cheerios!

2007-11-12T17:25:00.000+08:00

我知道我很久没有update了, cus im really lazy.

In fact, nothing happen much to me these few weeks.

This week's elearning week, so no school for me; and this is when a lot of assignments were thrown to me from the lecturers.. but i didnt really study those notes that im suppose to for this week, and i've only done less than a quarter of work. aiya, i feel that i'm getting sluggish.

I guess i will blog more if i've things to blog about next time ;)

Anyway,

Support Yvonne and vote for her!

2007-10-16T20:24:00.000+08:00

Second day of school, and im already very tired. Or perhaps, im used to sleeping long hours.

I don't really like my timetable. Almost all my break time is during lunch hour; and that's when most people are in the food court, and making me and my friends always having probs to find seats, and queueing for a longer time.

I was a little pek cek this morning. School's using CMS system instead of network drives now, and i still have probs logging in when im already in sem 2, and i've to go to the helpdesk again. What kind of system is this! :@

We've got a Caucasian teacher, who is quite friendly, or maybe the most friendly teacher i've seen in the campus. Semester project again, and im a little stress out again. Also, i dont really like the modules for this sem too.

School ended at 4 today, went home and took a short nap. Wanted to sleep for awhile again, but im afraid i'll oversleep and i miss my show again.

Ending here x)

2007-10-14T22:24:00.000+08:00

After 6 weeks, it's the last day of holidays :(
Timetable's out too. Fortuanately, NO SCHOOLS ON FRIDAYS AGAIN!
Hmm, i wasnt really prepared for school, and i don't have the mood for school. It's tiring to travel back and forth to yck too. I haven sleep and watch tv enough, and i have to give up some shows, to leave time for my revision. (although i know i shouldn't be watching tv non-stop). Also, i know i will be lacking of sleep for project work again. Aiya, jus a little sian =/ But i gonna make sure i score better than the previous sem!

Anyway, few days ago, there was this person who came knocking hard on my door. Actually i couldnt be bothered with it at first cus i was in my room using comp =/ but mom was wanting to scold the person until she called me out. This lady, who is around 20 yrs old, squatting in front of our doorway, wanting to sell some keychains; until we found out she was deaf and mute..
One keychain for 10 bucks, (and i think less than a quarter of people will want to buy). Actually we cant make up our mind, cus she was begging us somehow.. came to a decision tht mom fork out 20 bucks, and 10 bucks from myself to her. ( and i didnt wan the keychains cus i dun think i like the designs). She was somehow saying thank you, and teared, and she insisted to give us the keychain, and we took a long time to push it back to her. lol.
And, Dad came home at 11 plus, and saw a keychain hanging at the door handle..

After thoughts, I really wish all the best for people like that, and i really dislike people who had limbs and who are not aging, who doesnt wan to get a job outside, but always staying at streets begging for money. (there's one at my hse area), and i actually saw him one day drinking at some coffee shop., getting a little temperamental, but to say, its none of my business though. Mayb, i jus cant stand seeing such people on the streets.

Thinking about something else, mainly becus of someone(though i dont regret), and partially cus of some unhapiness, i've lost them. i've tried to closen up the gap, but i knew nothing could solve that. With the so-be-it way, i can go on well with my life; but whenever i reminisce, a sentence, "its a pity" comes from my mind; and gave me a lesson, that some people whom you wish to treasure, are unfated to be with you.. sort of a 人生经验?

Anyway, i've been thinking a lot though, time to stop :)

60ct
Last sat, was out with ying and cath to celebrate my birthday. I was super late, and sorry to cath to make her wait for me for so long. So while waiting for ying, we went centrepoint.
Then we travelled to cine taking neoprints twice, to fareast and bought milk tea, and my stomach feel a little uncomfortable cus i drank non stop while cabbing to penisula and looked around for skinnys.. then walked to bugis and lastly bus-ed to marina; went to find shin and we dinner-ed at 奇迹 =)

8oct
Went to school for MS Access assignment. It was easy, cus there's set of instructions =D
So me and cath went to Mac for our brunch, and headed of to PS. Walked around, and played pool at Paradiz.

Fast food canteen's renovated!

See the white cue ball? This shows Nokia doesnt auto-focus. lol.

Me and cath bought 明火白粥 at Crystal Jade, at around $1.60(inclusive of gst). Initially, i dont dare to go buy that, cus its like, you go to a restaurant jus for a porridge at less than 2 bucks? Hahah, but we manage to get them. Heh. Its nice okay, although its plain :D

Realised i took long to finish typing (cus i was tving, eating dessert, doing stuffs) in between.

Shall end here and go for my tv and prepare to sleep for school tomorrow.

2007-10-06T02:27:00.000+08:00

Back to update again :)

2 Oct

Happy 17th Birthday to Myself :D

Early in the morning, went to school for traning again. Training ended earlier, at around 3 plus in the afternoon. Means I can meet the gals together for the chalet. Aiya, but I got so tired after I reached home to get my things before going to Pasir Ris again, so I napped and went to chalet later.
Watched tv once I reached there. Okay lah, i'm tv fanatic I know, but no choice, since scv's in my life, I cant stop tv-ing! Somehow I felt guilty, cus I didnt really went to help out for bbq, but only eat, although they don't mind cus its my birthday? Played poker cards, and there's really lotsa fun with them!

Thanks a lot to my friends, who surprised me with a birthday cake, and I really appreciated it a lot :)

And I found out I didnt take much photos with xiu mei! :(

We went to Pasir Ris Beach during late midnight, wanted to find a huge rock(?) to settle down, but we ended up sitting at one of the bbq pits, and talked about lotsa stuff.

stayed for an hour plus or so, went to Mac to buy some food, and went back to chalet for tv or played cards.. and jianting did that:

LOL.

I took a short nap lah, played poker, and went back home during early morning, cus I have to go for the traning in the morning again. Reached home early, and decided to take a nap, but had a bad headache and decided to rest at home. Called cath last min to inform her tht im not going, and I felt so bad to leave her alone for the training for the day :(

Anyway, thanks to all who'd wished me (:

4oct
Went back for training in the morning, did Powerpoint assignment and learnt Corel during afternoon. In fact, the teacher did not teach us anything, but videos that were played thru computer. I wasnt really paying attention then, and I couldnt really hear wad the video is talking about, and its a lil fast to me. So, i dont really understand how to use the software =(
Oya, I had roti prata during lunchtime at north canteen, and its delicious! Actually I knew tht the prata dere is superb, but didnt really have a chance to try it.

Got very exhausted after reaching home, watched one of the dramas and wanted to take a nap. Set my Hp alarm to 9pm for my next show, but I ended up waking up at 9.40pm, was rather pissed with myself, cus I missed my show :/
Went back to sleep, and wanted to wake up at 11pm for my next 2 shows, and I woke up at 12.25am lah! Got so frustrated lah! :@

5oct

Had Corel test in the morning, and i panic like hell, cus I couldnt do. Thanks to cath, who helped me when the teacher's not looking, and the teacher said that she's not grading our work this time -.- Okay lah, quite a sigh of relief. Hah. Did Access during afternoon, and traning ended early.
So we decided to play pool at Paradiz; Minyi joined us. Went shopping around at PS while waiting for Minyi. What's the sad thing is, we didnt get to play cus minyi's still underage. Persuaded the auntie there, but its useless. Felt so sian, and stoned around the mall. Played photohunt, and we went over to Cathay. Went to eat some snacks at Man Jia Le, and funny things happened.

See that? Thick toast=太多士 -.-
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And i tot toast in Chinese, should be 土司? Hmmm.

Me and cath get so fascinated about this:

Cus..

Saw the 3 bottles of sauce at the side? This is the game Cath introduced me, and its a game for you to past your time (:

Seems like plastic cup?

Heavenly :D

Going out with ying and cath later on.
ending here =]

2007-10-01T22:14:00.000+08:00

Today is a super

BORING

day lah!

What the so called trainers, or coaches do, is to give us stacks of notes, and try them out ourselves. Okay, call me a ~~noob~~beginner, mus at least explain what. GRR. For the whole 4 hours plus, 3/4 of the time I wasnt doing any of the stuff as I wasn't interested when I couldnt get those things right. All along, i was talking with cath, and sneak out to buy food :/ Okay lah, was feeling rather remorseful after the traning, but, I really don't understand much things. Still considering if I should give up not.

BUT, I learn something today:

The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog.
Realise all the alphabets are in this sentence? Heh, got to know this from cath. Or rather many people had found out?

Worked during mid autumn festival. Was working during the same shift as aaron. Something that happened is that we served this Angmoh (aaron claims he's a French); We'd a lot of troubles understanding what he wants, and made us very confuse of what he wanted too. In the end, we passed over to our seniors lah.

After that, this Angmoh told one of our colleagues " I want to look for a dish [and he was giving an action or movement (i dont know if im phrasing it correctly) that he wanted something big]

Colleague searched and found a big dish for him...

Angmoh reacted "nono, I just want to put my keys and coins on it."
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Okay lah, rather lame story :/

But there's super unhappy thing that happened during work too, which made me and aaron felt pissed though. Tsk, why mus you ~~snatch~~interupt when we're serving our own customers? Its not like we don't know how to lah. I wasnt angry that you interupted, but it makes me feel that I've nothing to do but standing there :( Well, forget it.

Nothing to do..
so, we cam whored!

八月十五中秋节

2 pics I took out of boredom.

In dad's car during a rainy day.

Ending here. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (:

* Im turning 17 soon ! weeeeeeeeeeee. But it portrays how much is me inside you.

2007-09-21T23:14:00.001+08:00

I know there's no use looking back at all.
I know I must really move on. ~~Or even pretend that i've moved on when i can't.~~

It's a short, but sweetest memory to me;
and never will I forget every moment we'd together
and never had I regretted being with you although the fact that it had caused so much awkwardness in between us now.
Till now, i would still say, thanks for everything.

I really tried my best to do so, but I cant.
and I dont know how long this will be.
The pain's unbearable whenever I thought of it :(

and I wonder if I still have a chance to eat ba chor mee and pancake with you?

2007-09-19T20:52:00.000+08:00

This is gonna be a very boring post.

I thought I'd to stay awake till 6am to view my results, but Andy told me it's alrdy available after 12midnight. I was rather satisfied with my results; 1 distinction, 3 As, 1 B, and 1 C+. GPA 3.615 (: I gonna work harder for my maths! Grr!

I went jogging today, and I know how much stamina i've dropped lah :(

Ending here, ciao!

2007-09-18T22:58:00.000+08:00

Nothing much these few days, because I've been staying at home. May go back to work, jus that I'm still a little lazy now.

Last week, was out with yvonne, cheris, huiying, bell, ryan, jianwen, colin & marnchern to Settlers..

This game is called Jungle Speed? If I'm not wrong.

Okay, this game's called Saboteurs.. and I feel so noob at this game lah. =/

This's aint monopoly game! It's a menu. Cool isn't it?

Few days ago, went dinner with Mom at some new Hongkong cafe at bugis.

I was rather surprised when the drink served to me was in this manner, (although the picture in the menu appears to be the same as this, which i thought it's only for illustration purposes). But mom told me that this will keep my drink cold, as well as concentrated, because the ice won't melt into my drink and make it diluted! Okay lah, rather true.

This is super delicious okay. Its zhu chang fen inside, and wrapped with omelette (:

Received an email from my tutor:

And I'm deciding if I wanna go not. It may be a rare opportunity, but, the training dates are..

Which is, tiring for me cus I'd wanted to rest more during this semester break. What's the worse is, if I happen not to do well for the projects given during these trainings, I wont be able to proceed to another stage of training. So meaning, it's a waste lah.

HOW HOW ! :(

Okay, was having conversation with Joseph:

And I think he definitely knows how to draw and express what he wanna say! =/

Anyway, aunt brought me something just now:

Mochi! And it's super nice =)

Okay, I'll end here ;)

2007-09-15T01:03:00.000+08:00

放在我心里最后一句, 其实还爱你.

2007-09-12T16:35:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, out with yvonne, huiying, cheris, ryan, bell, colin, lunsiong for seoul garden. Ate to my fullest, and there're many many crazy stuff that happened in between like:

Lunsiong eating raw stuff, such as egg yolk.

Ryan threw all the fruits into the soup base.

Corn eating competition. And the corn turns out to be sour.

Playing of 中级密码; and Colin gets the forfeit of eating fried & dipped-in-some-don't-know-what-desert-watermelon that he cooked himself.

Headed to arcade to play after that. The most funniest part is when the guys went for ParaPara dance.. It's been long since i seen such madness schoolmates! I will post the pictures once i got them from ying and yvonne. Well, i guess secondary school mates hang-outs are the most fun (:

Nothing much today, stood at home tv-ing or sleeping. Mom asked me out for shopping after her work, but i was pretty lazy to get out of the house.

Oh well, I guess this is a very boring post :/

It's hard to, when there's so much faith and trust in one person
It's still hurting a lot; and I don't believe in time can heal wounds.
I wonder how many times I gonna lose sleep cus of you,
and I wonder how many times must I dream of you again.

2007-09-08T23:13:00.000+08:00

After many many days, i'm back to blog.

Semester exams are over! (I know i'm late to say this out) But i'm pretty worried about my results. I hope i don't fail any papers. Results are gonna be out soon :(

31aug

Its teachers' day celebration. Met huiying, jianwen at bus stop during early morning. Went to eat at hawker centre and waited for cheris to join us. Went in to the school after eating, and saw those students having their aces day? So we went around looking for teachers; had a nice chat with miss lim, miss heng, and mr goh too, and went to find cuiping! Miss her so much okay! I guess she will be very happy when she sees this. Hahah.
We went to the concert; rather boring though.
Went out after that, to cine to have our lunch.

Alright, pictures!

Mr Goh bend down to try to look as TALL as me!

I think that art work is cheris one? Hmm.

5th Sep

Went out with huiying and catherine to town. Met at 11am, and went over to Robinsons to collect my pay first. Saw aaron standing at one of the counters and chatted a while with him. Ate Pizza hut before we went Lido. Watched Hairspray, and it's a nice show; worth watching! Shop for a while at Borders and Shinyi came and meet us during afternoon and we'd our teabreak at Mc Cafe; And it's definitely a nice time to catch up with one another :)
Went to parkway during early evening. Walked around, and Wati joined us, while huiying had to leave. Ate, shop, and off to home. Well, tiring but fun day!

People who got tagged have to say 10 weird things/habits/little known facts on the blog. In the end, choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. NO tagbacks.

I love eating eggs but not salted eggs.

I can dream about things that will happen in the future at times.

I can cry or laugh when dreaming

I really want to score well for maths but i don't like maths.

I love eating vegetables but not un-cooked lettuce;(like those between the hamburgers..)

I think too much at times.

6 finalists:

Cuiping

Liping

Joeline

Huiying

Yingliang

Yewtat

I guess im not going to do the previous survey, cus i think a lot of people had done that. Sorry cuiping! :(

8sep

Okay, i was late for work, for 1 hour! Feeling really guilty but fortunately Mr ong didnt reprimand me. Was suppose to work till 730pm, but decided to accompany joeline till 9pm. I was doing stocks, and in the end i left at 10pm. Okay, 10 1/2 hours of work, super tiring okay :(

Anyway, before I end my post, jus to say, i admired one celebrity recently
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Bosco!
He really acts well in Hongkong dramas lah :) And im trying to watch every drama of his.

Ohya, to add on...

This drama (赌场风云) is super nice okay! :/

Okay, after so long , i'll end here (:

2007-08-24T20:59:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, im really very tired and worn out now.

~~BPI~~

~~Computing Mathematics~~

~~Web Applications~~

Marketing

2 more to go, and i can enjoy during my semester break.

BPI paper was alright. I could do almost all questions. Well, really hope that i can score well for that. In fact, i think that is my strongest module. The worst is cmaths. I've totally no confidence in that. If i happened to fail, that's it man. which means i have to retake the whole module next semester. I really gonna pray hard x( but ya, i really want to thank yingliang for teaching me, at least i can understand most of the parts; as well as cath who accompanied me to study :)

Cmaths paper was yesterday from 4.30pm to 6.30pm; and i reach home at around 8 at night, and i have to endure my tiredness and continue to study for my web app paper, which is today. Silly of me to cry yesterday before studying, cus i'm too tired and afraid i've no time to finish studying my notes.

Web applications paper was alright lah. Hope i would get a good grade.

I AM SO GONNA REST LIKE HELL TODAY, WATCH HONOUR AND PASSION AT CRUNCHYROLL, WATCH SCV, AND SLEEP TO THE FULLEST BEFORE I START STUDYING TOMORROW :D

Reply to tags:

Joeline: linked too :) haha, occasionally go work also not bad lah, can earn money.
Cuiping: Updated! haha, love your mp3 don't want me alrdy rite! :(
Ray: HELLO, nice to see you here! haha.
Minyi: Im really lazy to do the quiz :/ haha, you too, good luck!
Baolin: yup, long time since we seen each other. im going well, hope you too!
Yt: Long time no see too! Hope youre doing well :)

ohya,HAPPY BIRTHDAY to FANGNING. Celebrate with you after exams okay!

Somehow, I can see how hypocritical can one get. It was such a disappointment to know what kind of person you are actually. Anyway, what I want to say would be useless, hope that you will change for the better.

2007-08-10T20:23:00.000+08:00

HELLO. I think i gonna update this real dead blog.

Had 2 weeks study break; this week and next week. But i think, this week is totally spent on my web applications project. Oh ya, before that, i mentioned before i got to present my marketing proj during lecture? Luckily, our group got first, means another 10% of marks. actually frankly speaking, i don't think i did well enough :(

Went out with cath and wati on Sunday. its been very long since i last seen wati. I think the last time i seen her was when we took results okay! haha, anyway, i'd fun day out with them. Bought a top and billabong flip flops.

its comfortable lah :D

There's no school on monday, but i went to maths lecture, cus i think i really couldnt catch up and needed help. And and, i was in the same lecture hall as shuxian, nice to see her man!

Okay, next i was packed with project work. 2 days ago was the deadline. And on tues, i met Alex for proj work early in the morning, cus he have to make changes to his part, and i've to help and stuff like tis.. Really dead tired, cus i'd to burn midnight oil to improve my proj for the past few days.

In NLB

Took this out of boredom.

It's really damn suay day on that night. Its ard 2 plus in the morning alrdy, and suddenly, all my files in my thumbdrive gone, and wadever plugs i tried plugging into my laptop, everything can't work! My mouse cant move, and my laptop doesnt detect my thumbdrive. Im really damn flustered at that moment, feel like screaming. lol. Luckily i got backup copy, but i have to make some changes again.

Met up next morning with my team members, to check everyting again. I've no time to prepare anything, but fortunately, everything went pretty alright. Actually, i found out, its really hard to be a grp leader, but i think my team's cooperative enough. and thanks to alex, who keeps calming me down when i get so gan chiong.

Fangning followed me and we went to ate japanese food at my hse area. Its super nice to me lah. I remember queueing up for 2 hours for that before...

this was taken sometime ago, i forgotten when.
see! $4.50 for a teriyaki chicken set. worth buying and its delicious, and the chawanmushi is super nice.

Anyway on that day after presenting, module tutor came up to me, and asked me to go for the distinction presentation on fri, which is today; meaning i've to present to other lecturers. I cant rest ytd, even though its a public holiday, cus i've to prepare. Things went quite alright today, rather nervous though. Finally, i got to rest today. i gonna start mugging real hard next week!

After 17 weeks in poly, i found out i've changed. In terms of characteristic and attitude? During secondary sch, i don't work as hard as in poly. I really want to be lazy, but there's this feeling that keeps me wanting to get on with work, and not playing. oh man, i don't understand why. I dun understand why im so easily worried up than last time. i don't know if its a good or bad thing though.

okay, jus now, dere's this super cute lil gal who came knocking on my door.

she's my neighbour's granddaughter. very cute man!

anyway, a lamest thing i wanna say, im addicted to DARS chocolate recently. wahahahahaha.

Reply to tags:

Leonard: haha, updated! :)
Regina: hope you're feeling better now friend!
Cath: nice to see you here!
Yvonne: HELLO. haha, should be yes, cus i think it should be going to all polytechnics :)
Angelyn: helloooo, ya, last time i see you was during arts nite. hope you're doing well.
Ginn: thanks for tagging, you're?
Meiling: Good that you know lor! haha. maybe you'll bump into him someday :D
Weishen: study hard for prelims and n's!

hmm, i think this post's rather boring, im ending here =/

2007-07-28T21:03:00.000+08:00

back!

23/7

Monday blues. Its a long day again, and we'd to learn ms access. i find it quite difficult though. what makes me smile is i got back my web applications test, and scored 33.5 out of 40; thought i will fail it badly cus it's my worst module. got back my ITB test results too, 23.5 out of 30 ;)

24/7

I had to wear formal again, cus of presentation. And i didn't expect to wear again next coming tues, cus my group had to present in lecture. cus of that, i'd extra 10% of marks for my marketing module. but, i'm afraid everyting will go wrong (stammering, loss of words..) worse is, i'm afraid i get stage fright, sianness!

25/7

Wed is always the day i like, cus its a short day! had BPI test, and i think i will score well for that. released early, at 11plus, which is a super short day in school (only 2 hours plus), and i went home and sleep all the way till evening :D

26/7

went out with xiumei, shiying and cindy after school to marina for our lunch at pizza hut. had a lot of jokes there. cindy left and the 3 of us went to watch alone. funny of xiumei, as she was like not afraid of those scary scenes (which is not what we thought), but me and shiying keep covering our eyes.

27/7

went back to school because of re-editing the powerpoint slides for my coming presentation. But, in the end, like nothing was done. watched hey! gorgeous, that was held in our school. i saw elvin ng! okay, he was hot! he was at koufu, and was surrounded by a lot of people. even stall aunties went to take pictures with him. he was like being surrounded here and there, even stalking outside the toilet waiting for him :\ okay, i didnt have a chance to take a pic with him :( but its alrdy good enough to see him in real person within a few cm away, lol =/ desmond koh, fiona xie and ben were dere too. as usual, surrounded by a lot of people.

Pictures were quite blur:

its dark, cus i forgot to on flash. the one in pink is elvin ng!

alright,byeeeeeeeeee (:

do you still recognize who i am?
do you still remember me?
thank god, it was my friend who saw you 2, but not me, or else i gonna start breaking down into tears.

2007-07-18T18:11:00.000+08:00

it's a long time since i've last blogged.

few weeks ago, met secondary school friends back to school for arts nite. its really nice to see them again, and the teachers too (:

last week and weekends, was rushing for my marketing and wap projects. fridays are suppose to be rest days for me, but, going back to school for proj for the whole day. and i don't haven enough sleep at all; and i was busying editing my wap till 3am on monday night and i gonna wake up early in the morning.
And i found out, i did not save my work at all! was damn flustered lah. fortunately i wanted to meet my groupmates half an hour before the presentation, and i still got some time to edit some parts. overall, my group did okay lah. hope for the final presentation everything's gonna be alright. Next, is the marketing presentation. i thought my group could present, but dere's not enuff time and we gonna present next week, and i need to wear formal again. worse thing is our mentor said that marking scheme will be stricter next week cus we have extra one week :(
i thought i can relax after yesterday, but i think i still need worry for my presentation for another week.

and im having cmaths quiz next week, and i know nuts about differentiation. so me and fangning gonna find help soon x(

today's a short day, and we're like free to do anything during practical today. my class people are like playing comp mahjong(where you can actually play with your friends), but i couldn't join cus i don't know how x( We're released earlier instead of 1. and the group of girls went swensens to celebrate kim's birthday, and it's a fun day out!

alright, pictures!

had this during lecture. tried because of fangning's recommendation, and its not bad.

one picture i took last week during bpi lecture, and our lecturer's playing mario lah -.-

alex told me, we mus make good use of school's powerpoint!

Today:

looks appetizing, but i don't really like it. its papaya flavour, and it tasted kinda weird, lol.
but earthquake and firehouse was nice :)

alright, ending here, it's time to tv soon.
and i miss you a lot.

2007-06-29T20:03:00.000+08:00

this week's quite okay, tiring of course, cuz i think i will never sleep enough. but for the coming weeks, are gonna be stress up cuz of presentations, tests, and deadline of semester project is coming :(

today's friday, means i can sleep as long as i want.
slept till almost late afternoon, and decided to study for monday's test.
butbut, came to rememeber today's the deadline for my library book.
and i've to go out jus to return a book. yawn la =/

i gonna face it, but i truly still care for you in my heart.
there won't be a million, billion words that we can talk about like before. (and i really hate that feeling)
it's truly impossible for me, to pour my troubles to someone who doesn't even care; and i don't have the courage too.
i jus wish, everything's alright for you, friend.

2007-06-22T19:15:00.000+08:00

Last week of term break, so don't really wish to work for this whole week.

yesterday, went out with yingliang, yewtat, joeline. sebastian was suppose to come too, but he was too busy. so we went to watch 'the girl who leaps through time'. it was an anime show, rather long, storyline is stil okay lah. went to eat and joeline went home after that; and the 3 of us went playing pool, for 2 hours plus. hmm, im lazy to post pictures lah, lol =/

spent my day mugging today :D school's starting soon, and i gonna wake up early again :(

2007-06-14T22:21:00.000+08:00

OFF DAY TODAY =D

went out to plaza singapura with cheris, guilan, liangkai and teckhui and teckhui's bro.

so we decided to watch fantastic 4, and we are like 1 hour more to go to the movie, so we went arcade and play! okay, since long that i entered arcade, heh. so luckily, i found a wallet. this person's from sp, and he's quite loaded lah =/ but i handed the wallet over to those in charge in the arcade. we played photo hunt, duno for how many times, but i definitely had a fun time there (:

pool-ed at paradiz center, and we were all so high :D

oceans 13, you're next :)

you've been sucha important person in my life.
but have you ever cared for me since then?
no you simply don't.

2007-06-10T22:49:00.000+08:00

work today also, lots of people today again.
and im very very tired, aching all over also. but im still tving later! heh.
so i saw shi xin hui in robinsons today, shopping for bedsheets.
got to talk a few words to her, cuz she was looking at our products. oh well, first time since i saw her anyway.

after work, went home by bus with cedric and lunsiong.
and pictures that we took:

lol, look at cedric

2007-06-09T22:47:00.000+08:00

went out with huiying yesterday :D
hmm, i suppose we didnt see each other for like around 2 months?
and i definitely enjoyed ytd!

ICE CREAMMMMMMMMMMMY

thanks to huiying's treat (:

alright, today, went back to robinsons to work, full shift today cuz i didnt went back to work yesterday. and dere is like so many people shopping around; and it's definitely a tiring day. but anyway, lunsiong and cedric joined kingkoil too! went for break together and we had lots of catch ups. oya, me and lunsiong don't like web applications =/

and i've to do my assignments later :(

i thought back.

2007-06-06T16:59:00.000+08:00

here to blog again :D

I was lazy or rather busy too, so didn't blog for a week plus till now. anyway, back to last week.
went out with ws, denise and jae, (long since we last went out) to watch shrek 3. thanks to denise again, we got free tickets. a very fairy tale show, but overall was nice.
out with leonard the next day, to watch blades of glory ! okay, it was very funny, can't stop laughing, didn't regret watching the show :)

so throughout the weekends, i'm mugging. ITB test on monday, and marketing test on tuesday.
oh well, got 77% for ITB, could have done better somehow. Had five hour break on tues, cuz marketing lecture was cancelled! finish up my last minute studying, before going for the test during afternoon. but, think i gonna flunk, cuz i missed out some points x(

i've got BPI test results back, rather satisfied though. heh. thank god today school ended at 1, or im gonna be dead beat :)
and, i'll be having term break after tomorrow!
that means, i'll have time out with my friends (:

i know you will realise, things had changed.
so much, that i want to share with you..
but i realise, i don't have the courage anymore.

2007-05-27T17:26:00.000+08:00

I won't bother to entertain those philosophy of yours la (so it's better to delete everything so to avoid troubles , it's not a coward act though.) don't throw me down with your philosophies because the sight of it irks me and i won't bother to even look at it. we've nothing to talk about and i'll just take it as i don't know you at all. Do whatever you want and i have no free time to quarrel with you. say whatever you want because i'm even lazy to reply you la okay (: i don't have to say much; provoke me for all you want. i'm not gonna care quarrelling till the cow comes home. tsk, go go, entertain yourself.

somehow, i feel very " tsk, sian one leh, this kind of stupid thing again, grrr " feeling. -.=

2007-05-26T21:31:00.000+08:00

it's better not to know someone like you. eeeeeeeeeyer.
so many damn stupid troubles. phew~

so it's better to delete also to prevent troubles eh? no offence man!

2007-05-25T18:45:00.000+08:00

Finally i'm here to update my very dead blog. And finally i got time to rest and rot (:

Oh well, updates since last week. i'm sick, so i did not attend school last thursday. im like having darn high fever of 39++ degree celsius, and aching all over :( was suppose to go out with huiying they all on saturday, but due to having no strength to even walk, and so i didn't went out with them x( Hope the next outing will be here soon!

Had ITB test on monday, and i don't think i'm going to score well for that. sigh.
After thinking for a week or so, i decided to withdraw from badminton. mom doesn't want me to get into a cca, because she thinks i will get very tired and wont have the energy to revise. arghhh, its sucha waste lah, but no choice. and, i don't know if ccas are important to get into uni..
so for the time being, i think i will remain cca-less and concentrate on my studies.

This week, got 2 presentations; web applications development and marketing. So we are suppose to wear formal too. 2 presentations lie on the same day, and it's quite stressful. fortunately, things were alright and they're over! had cmaths test yesterday, and careless mistakes made me lose some marks :(

i'm rotting the whole day today, sleeping and crazy taxi-ing. =/

sometimes, i really feel stressed up, and feel like flaring up.
can't you all jus take the initiative to do things? and i jus have to burn midnight oil jus to complete everything. don't you all have the sense of urgency? i'm tired, but do i have a choice? it's gonna be a long one, and i hope in the future, this won't happen anymore.

and ohya, happy birthday to cheris and cedric :)

it has been so long, but i really couldn't forget.

2007-05-12T15:38:00.000+08:00

projects, projects, and more projects. x(

oh well, went to school today to do proj with my group. get so frustrated when i can't connect to internet in school. grr. so after that, alex, me, fang ning and jacintha went to eat in school. fang ning spilled coke, and the stain's there :

and she's posing this for me, to let everyone know she's the culprit =/

okay next, i've got in badminton trials with huiying, xiuyi, regina, andy. but, i think if im too stress, i'll quit (:
and very long since i last exercise. i'm aching all over ):

yesterday, no school for me. so i was browsing pictures in my comp. photos are really memories for me. pictures of national day celebration, where all of us roam around circuit road, singing songs, and posing for pics, taking pledge at ronald macpherson statue, blah blah. and i'm missing having recess times with my friends, and helping to buy ice lemon tea. smuggling food up class.
i remembered ordering macdonalds to school one time, and got caught by mrs chua, but forgave us though. in secondary school, when you don't hand up homework, teachers keep pestering you to hand up; scold you or punish you if you don't. now, if you don't hand up, tutors are not gonna care. that's really different. i miss everything. but, everyone have to grow up. hmm.
so, everyone cherish your secondary school life okay! :D

another thing, to you..
i don't know if you're really very upset. i'm sorry i can't help much. i understand your feeling, but indeed you're stronger than me. things don't always go our way, but we just have to accept it. obstacles ya? i'm sure you can be stronger ( cuz you are now), there are better choices out there. i'll be there for you, so cheer up ya? :)

now i understand what is 可惜. i truly understand. losing a precious one, which no one can ever replace at all. i'm really upset that, things will never ever change. time couldn't turn back, to make everything perfect again. i rather not having that moment in my life. i hope i'll be stronger, to face it, to let go.

alright now, jus to say,

a very happy birthday to cuiping (:

she has been a very good friend of mine. it's always nice to have her hanging out with me. thanks for sharing troubles with me, and being there for me too! i hope you've enjoyed your day.

got to go do shifting at night, till tomorrow. so i'm meeting aaron later! it's been long since i last see him! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =)

2007-05-07T20:40:00.000+08:00

helloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
gonna be a week since i last blogged.
i've got myself a new badminton racket from singapore badminton hall's shop (lk introduced me). it was rather a good racket. light, and string is those kind of very good ones. 75 bucks for that. this thursday's gonna be badminton trial, hope everything's fine!

anyway, the racket:

school days were alright. did enjoy everyday too (:
had my itb quiz today, 19 out of 22; 86%. yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =D

went out with mom after school today. mommy brought me to this kopitiam, eh, near rochor for korean cuisine. okay, it was VERY NICE!

i think my post's rather boring. so much to say in mind, but loss of words when i wish to type out. hmm

ohya, before i end, think i will reply tags here, cuz it's rather messy to leave at tagboard ;)

to bilian: haha okay. exams gonna end soon for you! :)

to cindy: haha, thanks!

to shuyi: hey! long time since i last see you tagging me lor! haha, thanks for your concern. you too ya!

to rabbit: thank you (:

to 23/12/06: hi, but you're?

to meiling;denise: nice to see you here! miss ya, go out sometime ya ^^

to regina: haha ya. miss the working times with you. hang out soon alright.

to cedric: haha, hope you're doing well in school! i hope you wont get chemistry-madness =/

to ying: hello =D miss you too. haha alright, i will make myself free that day.

BYEBYE c:

everything but i couldn't.
those aint away. sigh~

2007-05-01T15:33:00.000+08:00

i seriously seriously, don't understand what is the lecturer teaching.
gonna find help soon.

last fri, went to school with liang kai to collect o' level cert.
and, i wanna thank cedric a lot, for giving me the aviva open tickets :)
lk and me met cath, and we went toa payoh to watch 200 pound beauty. it was okay la. hmm.
so we went walking around, talking, and we saw miss heng. went over to somerset to collect my pay, and ate at ps. nice day out (:

okay, off to revising work.
ohya, and all the best to people taking mid years. (cuiping, jia you jia you :D)

2007-04-26T17:50:00.000+08:00

today marks the last school day of the week, which mean i can sleep for all i care again :D
these four days were alright, much laughter with my friends, i'm quite catching up with my studies, okay, i made an effort to revise a bit everyday =/
2 presentations for tis week. they were pretty okay, no tongue tied or stammering cases happened. phew.

went parkway with fang ning yesterday to accompany her to take her specs, walked around and ate. nice hanging out with her actually :)

i was late for school today. i missed 3 trains, because im waiting for beng jie. but thank god, the tutor did not mark us absent. had cmaths quiz today. i think getting full marks shouldn't be a prob =x . somehow, i find that im too over anxious about sch work, whether it's practical or tutorial group work. i don't know it's a good or a bad thing.
laptop's got a prob. fujitsu technicians were here in school today. so, i have to carry this around the school, with my bulky module notes. but thanks to jianting and jacintha who offered to help me carry at times :D
out to amk hub with fangning, bengjie, darren. mos-burgered and i don't remember clearly why our conversation linked to clementi. in my point of view, i thought clementi was located at red line, (fangning had the same idea as me). so made a bet with beng cuz he thinks its green. okay, dere goes our treat to him to haagen dazs.
tired, i'm gonna have my LONG nap soon (:

2007-04-22T20:13:00.000+08:00

GRRRR. something that pissed me off, and it's my fault.
i started doing my powerpoint presentation for tomorrow at 2 plus today.
and, when im finishing, i ACCIDENTALLY closed it.
i started to feel #$%^&*. and i redo it.
finally, done. phew.
presentation tommorrow, hope i won't go tongue tied.

projects are really killing me :((

2007-04-20T18:47:00.000+08:00

i love you.
but, it seems, i could only do that in the dark, forever?
but, thanks to you,
i know i'm definitely much more stronger than before.

2007-04-19T01:26:00.000+08:00

it's 1.30am now, and i'm still not asleep. was busy configuring with my laptop and stuffs.
tired, to wake up, (because i've rested for like almost 5 month plus), and travel all the way to yck, and walk a big route to my destination. used to greet teachers in secondary school, and in poly, i'm not doing any, and those lecturers doesn't even bother much too. and im simply loving comp maths, and hating web applications.

went for club crawl today, frantically finding for badminton but i can't. one of my friends said that dere is. so i think, gonna go check out tomorrow again.

ahh, i'm very very tired. thank god dere isn't school on fridays, though i've to rush for my projects.
yawn.

2007-04-17T17:14:00.000+08:00

3 projects to be done, and to be handed up next week.
tired :(
poly life is so much different from secondary school. still not quite adapted to tis kind of life. hmm.

i've so much things in mind. x(

2007-04-15T21:40:00.000+08:00

shopped around with cath today.
bought tops, and went to visit shin too.
tiring, but nice day out =D

2007-04-15T10:23:00.001+08:00

how should i ever feel.

school's starting tomorrow. time to get back to study mood.

2007-04-13T20:11:00.000+08:00

hmm, anyone realised today's black fri? =/

alright, back to topic.
120407

went out with o7o3 to seoul garden. and also celebrated huiying's birthday. after that, some went off to kbox, and those who don't wish to kbox went to pool.
left only me, jacinthia, cindy, jeremy, bengjie and jiaxu, went to watch sunshine. jianting and darren went off. overall, we'd a fun time out, as well as knowing them more (;

pics now:

we gave this to the guys.

and in the end it became like this when we pass from table to table.

surprised her with the cake, sang birthday song.. |

dbt o7o3 (:

2007-04-11T21:00:00.001+08:00

everything i would do, just because of you.

2007-04-09T16:54:00.000+08:00

okay, my module timetable is out.
and mondays are gonna be the damn boring days for me. 1 lesson is like 50 mins, and i'm having lessons from 8 til 4. grrrrrrrrrr.
other days were alright, and there's no school on fridays. heh.
and what i'll be learning for sem 1 will be like web applications development, computer mathematics, business processes and integration, marketing, blah blah.

anyway, im going out with dbt o7o3 on this coming thurs :D

2007-04-08T21:48:00.000+08:00

o7o4o7

went out with my besties! and we definitely had nice time out ya! ^^

o8o4o7

went out with andy to help him in his dnt stuffs. ate fish head noodles and watched the reaping too. very LONG time, since we last met up again. (:

you said that you finally got out of the place, where you don't wanna be. so initially, why did you want to come back, making me having the trouble asking, to let you come back. come on, have you ever thought that your friend had been lying her head low, jus to help you back. have you ever thought about that? and i want to tell you, telling a third party about something else is absolutely very wrong of you. a slip of mouth, what if the victim was you? can't you jus use your brains and think?
i'm jus dropping about the matter, cuz there's no point arguing. whatever you tried to cover up, go ahead. but don't ever let me hear that you're telling third parties again, i'm not gonna let the matter rest. i'm really angry this time. GRRR

2007-04-08T17:04:00.000+08:00

found this on some bulletin board:

I've kept my feelings for you contained
for as long as I could. I am in love
with you though, and true, honest love
shouldn't be contained and kept quiet
for this long. My love
for you is way more then skin deep. My
feelings for you grow more and more
every day, and my love for you grows
deeper and more everlasting with every
passing minute. You mean so much to me,
I mean just seeing your smiling face or
hearing you heart-melting voice just
brightens up my worst days and makes
them so much better. Or just having you
give me a hug makes me all warm and
tingly inside. I dream of you day in and
day out; you're all that's ever on my
mind.I would walk a thousand miles to
see you for one minute and
i never wanted to complain about it.

and it explained it all of me, towards you.

DBT o7o3!

2007-04-05T23:54:00.000+08:00

i jus got photo from darren. so...

THIS IS LALA; DBT 0703 :D

there's fountain effect! lol =x
sorry, i'm way to high now~ :D

2007-04-05T21:18:00.000+08:00

today was the last day of freshmen orientation. before i blog about tis, wanna blog about something that happened, 2 days ago.

around ten plus at night, one ogl from 0702 called me up, and said im transferred to that class, because there are too many people in 0703. okay, was kinda shock and sad.
thank god, ogls weishan, jingren, stella, josh and kah wee.. and also my classmates helped me to request to remain in 0703. phewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

so today, met up with classmates and wanted to eat macdonalds but there was a super long queue. so, went to eat some snacks at other stall. went to the audiotorium for grand finale. it was overall nice lah. oya, and my pri school friend, zhengyi was dancing too !

photo taking time afrer finale. seating at the atrium while ogls give us a card, made by them, only for dbt students! and stella treated all of us hot fudge, and we treated the 3 ogls mcspicy meal ^^. so everyone went off after eating.

dbt o7o3 aka LALA rock on ! =P
and im missing 4d'06 :(

the card that ogls made for everyone:

2007-04-02T20:02:00.000+08:00

orientation today. it was VERY BORING :(
so my class is dbt 0703, with 22 people including me. dint get to get into the same class as cath :(
played games like ice breaking, okay, it was boring la. dog and bone and blah blah blah. ended at 6, and when we're dismissed, i immediately went off. ahh, can't wait to go home and rest.
tomorrow orientation from 9 to 6. gonna reach school at 845am, and i've to wake up like, at 645am? AHHHH x(
and the orientation is like FOUR FREAKING DAYS. T______T

YAWN.

2007-04-01T16:54:00.000+08:00

woke up in the morning to go pray my grandfather and grandaunt. grandfather passed away for 40+ years. though i never seen him before, i do miss him. hmm. i remembered i once heard from my grandmother that he was a businessman, and he was handsome. lol. and recently, grandmother told me she dreamt of him. oh well, i understand how much grandmother miss him.

after praying, went j8 for mac, and time to catch up with my cousins again. me and aunt then went to shop around.
tired now, yawns.

2007-03-31T20:59:00.000+08:00

because the handbook and enrolment guide says no artificial coloured hair, i've the whole nite yesterday and today morning deciding if i want to dye to dark colours. but, i decide not to, till the lecturers find fault with my hair? =x
but, i went to trim/cut my hair. okay, it's like, a bit short. :( cuz mom wants me to look fresh before school starts. right after cutting hair, aaron called me and we decided to shop around. he brought me to bencoolen area to chi bing.

expensive, but nice.

and after eating, aaron was still hungry. so after an hour or so, we went to eat fish head noodles, and sushi~ i was damn full after that, but he's not still. lol.

shop around at penisula, and went to find aaron's sis to ask if my hair's appropriate in nyp. she said its okay and gave me one small lil hugo boss's perfume, and one body lotion. nice of her! ^^

some marshmallow for dinner. i gonna gain weight soon =x

2007-03-31T00:44:00.000+08:00

must i really dye back my hair? :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
and my orientation is coming monday. hmm.

2007-03-30T02:32:00.000+08:00

just watched this show in scv. today is the last episode. this show is really very touching. it's not merely about what cops went thru, but a lot of things learnt thru this show, may be life learning experience too. i cried after watching this show :(

2007-03-30T00:13:00.000+08:00

i'm excited. i have the urge to study soon! :D
went to work today, and i jus knew that i have a primary school friend, from next class is working in household linen department too. okay, i did not talk much to him, until we started chatting cuz there's not even one customer. and he said he's from hongwen. lol.
anyway, i saw BSON! he wanted to buy pillow. but in the end, he did not. so, we chatted for ard, half and hour or so? time to catch up during work too. heh.
sian-ing, still deciding if i want to go work tomorrow. yawns.

aaron's side burn (erm, im not sure if it's spelt this way) is so long!

2007-03-28T22:57:00.000+08:00

yay! i got into business enterprise it at nyp. finally, everything's over! finally, i don't have to carry a bomb with me anymore. finally, i can smile widely ^_____________________^
after this matter, i realised how hard i gonna study. i realise how much precious this is to me. i realise i gonna work more harder, and i'm not gonna let my parents down. though i know my parents won't know i'd a blog, i really thank them a lot, for supporting me and helping me always.
and, i realise i have true friends who cared for me!
oh ya, i wanna thank yingliang for coming down to rbn to give me lollipop as a gift for my admission. ^^

2007-03-28T00:33:00.000+08:00

dae's not out yet. praying still, worried and impatient too.
today's cardmemebers' nite. so, i went for work till 1030. gonna work full shift tomorrow. phew.
still hoping for the best. sigh.

kbox-ed with sec3 student helpers on mon. erm, me, cedric, kwangli, angie, wanqi, yuan, chinkwang and jas joined in too. had a fun time, with people like wanqi, who's damn high. okay, bill was 125 bucks. expensive yet happy. went to play badminton too. fun day out with them ;)

i don't understand why some people just like to copy, copy, and copy

2007-03-25T17:59:00.000+08:00

i feel sucha failure suddenly :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
dae gonna be out in this coming week. praying hard. x(

somehow, some people from other school, jus disliked our school so much. and the funny thing is, this people, is here to help out, or something like that im not sure. you're freaking weird. your face jus dropped my appetite.

你在我心中,到永久.

well done comp team !

2007-03-24T22:42:00.000+08:00

today is the big day. the day whereby 22 teams competing with each other, from 7 schools i think. to me, all of you have done very well. you've shown what you've learnt and applied during the competition. well done AA2, NC1, NA4, NA7!

firstly, congrats to:

AA2 ( Weishen, kiatmeng, kumar, jaemo )
` 2ND RUNNER UP FOR AMBULANCE ADULT TEAM

NC1 ( Vanessa, shera, fatimah, xuanrong )
` best in footdrill
` best in nursing
` best team leader among nursing cadets teams (vanessa)
` OVERALL CHAMPION FOR NURSING CADET TEAMS

NA4 ( Jingru, meiyi, yiteng, denise)
` best in footdrill
` best in nursing
` OVERALL CHAMPION FOR NURSING ADULT TEAMS

NA7 ( Shuqun, weeling, weijun, kimberlyn )
` best in first aid
` 1ST RUNNER UP FOR NURSING ADULT TEAMS

For NC1, im really very glad and impressed. other than vanessa, the other 3 juniors had jus joined comp tis year and yet had clinched an overall champ, as well as best in nursing and footdrill. all your trainings were not wasted. least amount of flaws seen in the 2 categories too. congrats to vanessa too, being the best team leader. cheerios to nc1!

for na4, tis is the 3rd time they are in comp again, if im not wrong. jingru has always been a gd team leader and with power voice. meiyi, yiteng and denise dint let the trainers down too! they did their very best and excel wad they've learnt. im very glad. congrats to na4!

im really very impressed with shuqun. her commanding and powerful voice is back! firstly, im still worried. but, she had really used up all her might. very impressed and happy! glad that na7 had clinched best in first aid too! congrats for being the 1st runner up too!

as for AA2, gd job that you all had got a 2nd runner up. i can see all of you had done your best and excel wad you needed to. efforts were seen. disappointment may be inevitable, but i really want you all to know that you all have already did well enough. so don't blame youselves alright? for the past years, you all had also helped the unit acheived awards. so cheer up and congrats, for being the 2nd runner up. jia you.

lastly, words to all competition team members before pics:
all of you have done well. all of you had done the unit proud. im really proud of you all, as well as impressed. all the trainings aint wasted at all! good job guys!

hmm, some of the pics are with some other ppl. so, i'll post pics with cadets next time!

some more things to add:

he's working HARD. on his bio don't know what maths. lol.

drawn by him. and i did not know why my bag ended up like this:

saw the mark?lol

ciao.

2007-03-22T23:05:00.001+08:00

thank you, teacher.

2007-03-21T23:36:00.000+08:00

finally, i worked today. sort of no mood also.
liang kai called me jus now, and we were there chatting. somehow, after listening to his life in jc, i found out it's tough and tiring. hmm, jus wishing him all the best lah (;
one conversation with him was:

me: eh, you know damien not huh?

lk: eh, i know. he got ask me if i know you not leh.

me: o.O, so wad he say?

lk: he asked," you know peiwen not?" and i answered, " orh, that pig ar? " and damien replied," ya"

me:( my reaction was like @#$%^&*! ) :@

我还深爱你.

2007-03-20T21:18:00.001+08:00

had lunch with ying at concourse's pizza hut today. very long since i last dine with her! hah. i didn't know that there's pizza hut dere, until she told me. =/ we walked around concourse. and she bought this for me:

BUBBLES BULLES ( that's the name on it ) haha.
and i still remember that she bought me slippers for sec 3 camp. hmm.

for the rest of the day, i was sleeping, sleeping, and sleeping. for almost half a day. i wanted to buy so much things, but i have to save. i wanted to go out, or rather work, but im sorta grounded. life sucks a bit now :(

how i wish to go back to school. i want to be a school girl. being nagged by mr nah, to fold in my blouse, to buy ice lemon tea during recess, to smuggle food up to classroom at times, to play badminton, to eat sweets during class. etc. x(

too bad, i love you. love the impossible ones. sigh.

2007-03-19T01:01:00.000+08:00

i don't have the mood to work. my pay this month will be very little i suppose. hmm.
i'm still waiting for the mail. so worried, i'm thinking how would it be. sigh. one company called me up yesterday, asking me if i want to go to an interview. it's dealing with biomedical sci. lol. so, im considering, or rather consider after i finish my stuffs.

somehow, i wanted to help the comp team so much. sorry to the comp team ppl, that i couldnt really help much. i'm really busy with my personal stuffs. i will come if i can. your comp is coming in a week's time. what i can say, is to give my best support, and all the best to NC1, NA4, NA7, AA2. you all have my support ya! competition is held in our school grounds, so do us proud (:

2007-03-17T15:37:00.000+08:00

please, let me go over this barrier.

2007-03-16T23:41:00.000+08:00

sorry, i've made you so worried for me, made you can't sleep well because i saw you tossing and turning a lot of times and made you tear. [ although i know you won't see this post ]

no mood still. did not eat till night. met aaron and passed him his pay and went to eat fish and co.

hope everything is turning out fine. anyway, all the best to my bestie tomorrow, ( erm, i did not know if she want her name to be mentioned =/ ) all the best!

worst days.

2007-03-16T01:20:00.000+08:00

i could actually say these few days were the worst days of my life. never had i been in such situation before. or rather, i'm thinking too highly of myself? that i can jus travel thru my life so calmly, so smooth. i realise, every thing's competitive. when you're lousy, you're out, dere's no negotiation. or, i actually scored not bad, but, dere are too much people outside who are much more better than me.
this important person in my life, actually went all over helping me to talk to those people ( okay, you may not understand wad i gonna say, lol. ) she called me today, and told me she cried while talking to the ppl. it made me feel so bad. sigh. dere's only a glim ( i don't know if my spelling is correct ) of hope for me. or else, i'll have to go to the ONE at woodlands. gosh, it's like, so damn far. it's not i don't want to go to the ONE at stirling road, to get a degree would be 19k to 21k. those are not maple mesos =/ i feel so bad, to have ask my parents to pay for me. ahhhhh, i'm so damn vexed. what i could do, is to wait for a miracle.
i haven't been eating well, or sleeping well either. i feel like shit now. grr.
i did not know what step to take. i jus want to stay at where i'm, which is not possible.
i wish to stop thinking, but these things keep bugging me.
somehow i wish this person still care for me, but i don't think he even care.
i don't care about apologies, because you're so important to me, till i don't even want to think about your mistakes.
i'm so so, vexed. =(
and, i miss going out with my good friends.

liang kai composed this, and i think it's very meaningful and nice :

在我毫无任何心里准备的时候,
你已经悄悄的远离我.
当我发现问题时,
我跟你的距离已越来越远.

我没有把你追回来是因为
我知道我根本配不上你.
时间越过越长,
我对你不再有任何感情了.

可是如果一切从新再来,
我还是会选择爱上你.
虽然我知道最后还是不能和你在一起,
但是我也不会有任何遗憾.
因为在那段日子里的欢乐和美好时光,
都是你一个人带给我的.

是你!
是你完成了我那段的人生.
如果没有你的存在,
我想当时的生活就不会有这么多色彩.
可是残忍的是,
我和你所拥有的快乐
好短,好短,好短 .
最后,我想对你说一句:
“谢谢,永别了!”

i wanna thank people who have supported me along the way, a really big thank you (:

2007-03-13T23:16:00.001+08:00

why these things happen to me? i have no path to go at all.

IF, IF I EVER HAVE A CHANCE AGAIN, I WILL STUDY HARD.

WHERE EVER I AM GONNA GO NOW, I GONNA STUDY HARD. I SWEAR.

thank god, i still have wonderful friends.

phoneless.

2007-03-12T23:47:00.000+08:00

went to school today to EAT. heh. met everyone at geography room. chicken wings, curry, some fish thingy there. hah, thanks to miss lim and miss han then.
so after that, us( wanqi, qiuyuan, angie, kwang li, cedric, xiuyi, chin kwang, rizal, doreen ) chatted in the geog room. long time since i entered that room. hmm. after that, all went over to sp to eat, cuz some people aint full yet. lol =/

my phone's got a prob. i couldn't hear what another party's voice. so, serviced my phone and gonna get back tomorrow 3 plus.

jae appeal results out tomorrow. i'm rather nervous. god bless me :( all the best to everyone too.

am i still someone in your heart?

2007-03-11T23:39:00.000+08:00

worked today, from 530pm to closing. sold one bolster only =/
going school tomorrow, cuz miss lim and miss han are gonna treat us food. heh. :D

anyway, pics i wanna post:

we're tired, so all the student helpers rested at macpherson sq. so, being bored, i took tis snapshot. lol.

when we're just awake.

that's me and christina. eat snaking. lol =/

2007-03-10T22:46:00.001+08:00

finally, i'm here to blog! very long time since i last blogged. hmm. anyway, i wanna thank andy for fixing my comp ( although i know he doesn't go online and look at this post. hahah. )

i knew i have a lot of things to blog about. but, i can't really think of any now. =/
i remembered i have had a happy time with cuiping. haha.
i failed my jae. and there goes my mood. hai. i wonder, should i really blame you?

hmm, work's being boring. i'm still working but only few times a week. i was thinking if i should find another job. erm, i was hoping aaron's manager will let him intro ppl to his job. cuz it's like, 6 bucks per hour with commission? basically promoting Ralph Lauren perfume and he's on trial now. that means he can only intro ppl in when he's officially in the job.

went for the sec3 camp on thursday night with guilan. erm, we're student helpers and we reached there at ard 11 plus? so, we climbed in the school. haha. cedric was there to help us. okay, we got briefings in staff room because dere's kent ridge park trip for the sec3s the next day. so, dere's this part which are all physical stations. so, one student to each teacher. okay, i wanted to partner with mrs ng seah. but, kwang li voiced out first, saying :" i need ng seah! "that's the part where everyone laughed, as his face went red the moment he said that sentence. oh well, i'm okay with anything. as long as everyone enjoyed. then, we went all around the school to patrol, to ensure that the students were quiet and asleep. bad thing is dere's theft cum sabotage case, and students trying to argue with us.. blah blah blah. good thing is we got to talk a lot, ( us, the student helpers), cuz we did not really talk much when we're in school. so, sort of like a bonding time? haha. got to sleep at ard 4am, in temasek room. next day, went over to kent ridge park and me and guilan partnered to be one of the stations' station masters, ( under geography section ) . i'm actually learning back my geog again. hmm. we were all tired after the camp, but, i did enjoy (:

gonna end my blogging soon. i realise, everything's still the same. everything's unchanged. you've changed totally towards me. should i shake my head, and walk off, to stop caring about you? or should i just tear. tell me how, would you?

=((

2007-02-22T01:03:00.000+08:00

no mood :(

chinese new year.

2007-02-20T22:35:00.000+08:00

chinese new year eve, went to eat reunion dinner with family and relatives at some restaurant at chinatown, and went over to nanny's house to eat a little too. and i saw nanny's grandaughter, hazel, who is very very cute! and the grandson, timothy.

LAO YU SHENG

CUTE CUTE ^^

chu yi, relatives came and chatted~ okay, quite long since i last seen them =x
went out to river hongbao at night, and watched just follow law. ermm, it's a bit, lame show to me. ><

Chu er, went to nanny's, grandma, and primary school friend's house..

liang kai, rachel and me went to aaron's house at night. okay, his house is so interesting la. he had a room called hobby room, with projector screen, karaoke, comfortable place to relax in ^^

steamboating at his house.

i always failed to capture liangkai's front view =(

aaron's taking my bag, and rachel says that he looked like some auntie =x
okay, no offence.

i did not really sleep well, and went to work today. ahhhhh. headache =(
but i did enjoy some parts of cny la. heh.

2007-02-17T00:51:00.000+08:00

worked till 530pm, to go shop for my cny clothings with aaron. rachel and andy joined us too. bought a top from giordano. and i really wanna thank elina, for giving me the voucher thingy (:
hmm, i bought jeans too. supposed to work tomorrow, but manager said don't need so many people. so that means, i can sleep longer ! =D

i've not teared so much for a person in my life. but finally, i told you how do i feel for the past few months. it's been long since we last met. yes i do miss you a lot. so long since we've last crapped, or laughing all around. i do miss them. you knew, don't you?

anyway, happy birthday to kw di (:

2007-02-15T23:16:00.000+08:00

somehow, it did not came true.

hmm.

2007-02-11T01:57:00.000+08:00

whenever i thought, i will smile. because i was once so happy.

PHEW

2007-02-09T20:59:00.000+08:00

went back to get results today. on seeing tht core geog and dnt 100% passes, im so so so happy! cuz i never really passed core geog before. hehe. mr nah called me up to ask about my results. but my dnt got four. T_T wasted.
happy that my english got a three!
happy that my chinese got a one!
but disappointed in humanities. ahhh :(((((((
oh well, im quite satisfied la :D hope that i can get to courses i prefer. hmm. all the best to everyone (:
overnight mathematics tutor gonna treat me feast! yay.

WORRIED.

2007-02-09T01:05:00.000+08:00

moodless while working. worrying about my results :(

gonna get results soon, ahhh, damn. shit man. arghhhhhhhh.
i've no confidence at all. haiz.

anyway, all the best to everyone taking results. =)

tired!

2007-02-08T00:51:00.000+08:00

out with justin, yewtat, ying liang and joeline. shopped, played with joeline's cute dog, badminton-ed, swam. tiring but fun though (:

how i wish friday never arrive at all.. :(

TMD.

2007-02-06T23:21:00.000+08:00

STUPID SUPERVISOR.
AS IF YOU'RE SO SO TALL UNTIL I CAN'T SEE YOU. GRRRRRR.

DAREN WON. =D

2007-02-05T01:34:00.000+08:00

worked till 5pm today, changed and rushed down to spore indoor stadium to meet cuiping and meiling. and, grand finals was really nice! the atmosphere is so so so much different. found out that daren was quite okay. and diya's vocals not bad actually. heh. was really wanting daren to win. voted twice actually.
and we found out, actually the songs the top 24 superstars sang, were actually recorded before singing. as in, they did not sing on live. hmm.
when results gonna be announced, i was holding cuiping's hand very tightly. sorry hor. =x
especially when suddenly whole stadium suddenly black out. and the small little squares displayed on the screen and everything, really irritates me somehow and worried. ha.
and, daren wins. HEHE. =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
cuiping got so excited when cao ge came out. oh well, he do have strong vocals too.
somehow, i enjoyed everything :)

something actually pissed me off.
if i did it, i will definitely admit. i don't have to beat aroud the bush just to badmouth you.
but, you actually maligned me. okay, you may not be satisfied seeing me typing all these out. put yourself in my shoes, when you've not done a single thing, and you are being said to have done that. come on ! how will you feel den? ahhhh :((
i went in and reviewed it back after i known i'm being blamed. and what's with the word which made me more pissed, aiya, i don't wanna say it out. what's so wrong, with taking pics with other stars, (which is not me alone only), and being maligned with this and that. how will i ever feel then?
if this post had actually make you unhappy, im sry. but, im really unhappy about that. first time in my life i've been anyhow said. even it's only a small comment. moreover, you're someone who shared childhood years with me.
im so so unhappy. x(

LAUGH OUT LOUD.

2007-02-03T22:54:00.000+08:00

me: mr ong, i think all of us won't be here for work on 9feb leh
mr ong: HUH? it's a friday leh. cannot la, why??
me: we all will be taking results mah.
mr ong: orh. take results come back lor.
me: ... you want me to come back with a sad face?
mr ong: nvm, i buy sweets for you.
me: -.=

just another day.

2007-02-02T23:30:00.000+08:00

swam today before going to work. i'm supposed to OFF!!! but, no choice. :(
bad news is, i'm sunburnt. good news is, i'm getting my pay soon! =D

just changed my blogskin, cause i'm quite sick of my previous one. hmm.

arghhh, i'm so damn worried about my results. i doubt i will do well. hais. i know i'll fail my pure geog. T____T

but, i hope i don't fail my maths.. or i've no where to go.

i'm really really god damn worried :( somehow, i don't want you to blame yourself.

GEYLANG =D

2007-02-02T01:02:00.000+08:00

supposed to go to aaron's house dere de club's gym. lol. but, we both feel very tired and decided to sleep back. =x
specially woke up at 830 to wake sebas up. cuz he's afraid that he can't wake up to meet his friends.
went to work and i sold topper today! topper is like something on top of the mattress. hmm. happy happy ^^ during lunch hour, king koil, martex, sintex and cozy promoters went out for lunch! nice having lunch with them ( aaron, zhi en, kenneth, jerome, kerwin. )
aaron and me met cheris, shuxian, guilan at kallang mrt station to go to geylang to eat. and we chatted a lot and ate lots of stuff la. =D okay, it's time to burn the fats! haha.

after durian, aaron, me and guilan ate claypot rice. cuz, we haven eat dinner. hmm. shuxian went home as it was late.

okay, went to ate fermented beancurd. cheris joined in then ;D it's my second try. the first time i ate was very long ago la. and, i forgotten to take the pic before the beancurd was eaten. =x and we shared zha man tou! it was nice! first shot of us ( unsuccesful )2nd shot. ( can't see cheris )

and lastly, we get one lady dere to take for us. haha.

nice day out ! :D

suppose to go fish and co later to celebrate jianwen's birthday. but, i can't.
anyway, happy birthday to him (:

crystal jade.

2007-01-30T23:58:00.000+08:00

today's joeline's last day :(
anyway, make a new friend : melody!

ate dinner at crystal jade after work. had a delicious meal (:

us (:

2007-01-29T23:27:00.000+08:00

28/01/07

stayed till 1 plus in the midnight after work to do shifting from level 4 to level 5, and my arms are aching like hell :(

today....

aaron bought custard puffs for us, from prima deli. so nice of him

joeline's last day at work tomorrow, and us ( working friends ) are gonna go crystal jade have dinner tomorrow. hmm.

getting tired, ciao.

my leg hurts =(

2007-01-27T00:50:00.000+08:00

my phone got prob again ! im so pissed !
sebastian accompanied me to nokia care ctr again. initally, wanted to really change another new one, but, the person convinced me that it will be repaired. okay, i believed him again. hope the prob don't come back again. or i will GRRRR. =x
when waiting for my phone to be repaired, we went to toysurus ( erm, i don't know how to spell. ) played with the foam swords! haha.
and and, i found out that, his cousins are my neighbours! lol. -.="
and and and, sebastian finally drew the creature. haha

storewide sale today! and sold quite a lot. but, my legs are tiring. hmm.

aaron eating bakmie. okay, snapshot. haha.

me, joeline and aaron went to eat icecream for dinner. hmm

cute?

PSS 2

2007-01-25T02:09:00.000+08:00

out with liang kai to sch for sj. went for ba chor mee at jackson's kopitiam after trg. liang kai treated me fishcake. and. the fishcake is very big. lol.

went out with meiling and cuiping for pss2 preview ( guys ). very nice! the atmosphere is different when getting to watch in the studios than in the tv. hmm. =D manage to take pics:

DAREN!!!

nat's very cute. ^^

diya.

it's blur shot. :(

kelvin said in mandarin, if he could see the pics of how he looks. he added he's afraid he's looking tired in the pics. hmm.

lost.

2007-01-21T01:41:00.000+08:00

why will people lost their loved ones? why? why does some people don't understand what their friends' intentions gonna be? why don't you understand ? :(

pictures!

2007-01-20T01:13:00.000+08:00

PICTURES!!

yesterday's :

today's:

i close my eyes, and i look so ugly here. oh whatever.

see what's aaron doing ! sms and sms. hmm hmm =x

after work, ate mac with aaron and guilan. and this is what happen to them:

lol.

us !

o.O . this is mr leroy. i took it for fun. hmm.

180107

2007-01-18T23:23:00.000+08:00

liang kai and cheris came today! happy happy! long time since i saw them.

few days ago, ying came. lunsiong, weeqiang and guilan too. hmmm.

oh wells, i miss my friends.

and, diya gets in! although carrie's vocals not bad, i still prefer diya. lol.
and, YAY. DAREN GOT IN. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA =DDDDDDDDD

conversations:

wen says:YAYAYAYAAY!
wen says:YAYAYAYAYAYA!
MeiLing ♥ - You're my sunshine. says:DAREN WIN =D
wen says:YAYAYAYAYAYA!
wen says:HIGH HIGH
wen says:LOL

( we're high. lol. )

wen says:and. wad time you wake up in the morning? =x
• κw. 'e'lusi0nz * says:5AM. -.-
wen says:why so early? tot sch start late?
• κw. 'e'lusi0nz * says:standard timing. lol
wen says:HUH. SO EARLY. hmm
wen says:you know when you all first day of schwen says:i wake up at 7 plus. den i was like, eh, they all mari kita liao
wen says:lol
• κw. 'e'lusi0nz * says:DIAOZ
• κw. 'e'lusi0nz * says:dun suan. lol

( i suan-ed ! =x )

and we were talking about taking o's results.. and kw wished me all the best:

• κw. 'e'lusi0nz * says:lol jyjy u can de (:
wen says:jyjy = jia you jia you?
JYJY= JUNYANG junyang? lol.

( oh well, long since we last chatted in msn ! )

bad day?

2007-01-18T00:28:00.000+08:00

something bad happened in the morning. ahh. don't wanna talk about it.

andy treated me haagen dazs today !!! =DDDDDDDDDDDD

thanks a lot to him :D

i sold :
one regency bed set ( and i thought that will be my only sales for the day)
suddenly, one rich couple came and i got to serve:
one latex pillow
four anti stress pillow
two cotton pillow
three hollowfibre bolsters
six uf pillow protectors
one king matt protector
two s/s matt protectors

o.O

long time since..

2007-01-17T01:01:00.000+08:00

steamboated 2 days ago i think. long time since i last ate so much !

weishen gave me this :D

during work...

koon xian will be going to taka. don't know when he will be back. :((((((((( one less person to talk to . hmm. and somehow, i found out koon xian is my cousin's friend!

ate BK's couple meal with joeline =D

one story:
i don't know you well. but, i thought you're a nice person. however, you make me feel that you are so despicable, so money minded. making me hate you. why be sucha lil man? or rather make me feel you are some san gu liu po outside? hai..

another story:
somehow, A has forgotten about B. however, A cried because of B till then; how much B had hurt A. A couldn't forget the pain. should A blame B, when the time A saw her slip? hai..

130107

2007-01-14T00:40:00.000+08:00

i bought micro gel today! one soft, and one firm for my mom.

but, i found out that soft one is too soft. so i decided to change to firm one tomorrow.

but, i lost the receipt. @#$%^&*!
but, leroy told me that it would be fine. thanks to him (: so, i shall change tomorrow.

purpose of the post:

2007-01-13T00:16:00.000+08:00

purpose of the post: i miss cuiping and meiling . =D

120107

2007-01-12T23:47:00.001+08:00

went work at afternoon cuz i can't wake up in the morning. =x
did stock-return for the whole early afternoon. saw one big big boss of robinsons, erm, caucasian of course.. cuz i was near the office doing my work. he talked to me! and, he's handsome. lol =x

i'm always shivering during work. it's so damn cold can. moreover, it's raining outside. ate PIZZA HUT with ying liang and joeline. its been so long since i last ate! erm, since oct'o6. =D

joeline's my husband.timothy and aaron are our son. ying liang is joeline's wai yu. while leroy's my wai yu =D okay,done crapping =x

i like the small lil creature on sebastian's bag !!

okay, that's all. bye blogger.

120107

2007-01-12T23:47:00.000+08:00

DAREN GOT IN =D

2007-01-12T00:02:00.000+08:00

yay. daren got in . :D

i miss going out with my friends. hmm.

things are getting out of hand.

2007-01-11T00:00:00.000+08:00

a mistake, because i don't remember anything at all? hais. when are all these gonna stop? troubled enough. i'm afraid.. things are getting out of hand. :( arghh, i don't know how to continue saying.

i sold only a pair of pillow case today. and i mss joeline! she's not here today :(

damn you!

2007-01-08T23:21:00.000+08:00

who will ever go and bother things that happened months ago? oh yes, i will remember things that gave me significance, not things that i don't ever give a damn towards to. and to say to you directly, i don't give a damn about how you think towards me at all. trust or not, don't expect me to care. that's my natural reaction. so what if i don't go and think hard about it? to see who's right or who's wrong? you sure the word you assumed yourself as, by touching your conscience, saying you won't ever do that? come on man! you said this, and if you are this kind of person, you won't have shouted for all hell you care as what you wanted to anyone even though you are unhappy. that's not being sophisticated. and yes, i can say i'm wrong, and i knew what's wrong with me in this matter. but frankly speaking, no unpleasant words said in and not even your peeps! HOHO, check for all you care.
some people won't understand what's in between anyone's heart, not knowing what they all are thinking. and why should it be said if someone wishes to know? i'm sure its understandable even though i said this in an indirectly manner. when's there aint hatred between two parties? or why will enemy, this word exist?
it affected you in a way emotionally? or physically? if someone is strong enough, won't bother about all those that will affect him or her and go on with her life. maybe you can't because you really treated those or rather me as friends. maybe yes, i don't know. and since it's that, hurting you deeply, i have nothing to say, just a sincere sorry. and i truly know i shouldn't interfere, that's my FATAL mistake. say all you care that i'm older or what. that's my thinking in the beginning.. say i'm immature for all you care. and yes, say all you care it did not go directly through my thinking system or whatsoever. since it happened, and my thinking sided non-partially, what you expect me to explain? come on, there's nothing to explain about that. i can say i'm siding in a selfish way. and to me, there's right and wrong in this part. say what you want that you think i'm denying, because i don't bother to remember it. i know everyone's rushing for year ends, so even this happens, nothing happens to you. i mean, that you remainED this year?you did not! am i right? you're going on fine, aren't you? things are getting this way, i have nothing to say. jus all the best for you then.
you may be looking at this post, saying i'm saying all these about you. but, it's my blog. you is who? don't say i'm saying about you. there's many you(s) though. i jus want to vent out everything. phew.

*sorry, i disappointed you or even, you(s). that is the thing i bother myself the most. i knew where's the mistake. i'm sorry.

cca orientation

2007-01-06T23:50:00.000+08:00

sick, but i went back to sch.
met liang kai and went around looking for teachers and took a look at st john.
saw mr ng. and his hair is super cool. he said that's his new year resolution.
talked to mrs chua ong, mrs tan, miss heng. mr goh. and a long chat with miss lim.
miss heng said the tentative date release of o's results will be starting of feb. T_T

went out with liangkai, jing, shen, ck to potong pasir to eat mac. played at the playground before going back.

weishen and me.

saw aravind and took a pic with him. =D

souless day.

2007-01-04T00:29:00.000+08:00

worked. and almost a soul-less day. lol. thinking that others went back to school, and i did not have to. but, i still miss school. =(

can anyone see the droplets?

ong's hungry! =x

freak you.

2007-01-02T23:56:00.000+08:00

you copied this way.

you copied that way.

you don't have your doings.

hmm.

020107

2007-01-02T23:42:00.000+08:00

dinner for the day.

01012007

2007-01-02T01:10:00.000+08:00

worked today. requested ong for longer duration of dinner break cuz gonna accompany mom and aunt to crystal jade for dinner. treated them and there goes my 80+ bucks.

OT after 11pm. shifted the wagons to the new wing. andy treated ice cream. cab home, cuz dere's free cab fare for me. =D

heng, that the manager dint see him doing that.

this bed, cost 6k plus. very comfortable!

macdonalds.

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MOM. =D

* don't have the courage though. messed.

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2007-01-01T00:51:00.000+08:00

work's being fun. especially there's more people now. =D

andy calls himself andy teo bei bio. he thinks he's funny =x hahahhaa.

christina loves timothy. she calls him kan dang -.=
sebastian give the " goose head " when he sees us.

and yew tat can't stop pushing my head. =(

swopped name tag with andy for fun. got seen by a customer and he give me the blur look. lol.
nice working friends there (;

joeline and me were carrying all those stuffs everywhere to place in wagons or storeroom. we were wondering why are the girls carrying but not the guys? grrr.

anyway, a new year. lots of resolutions actually. =x

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE! ENJOY YEAR 2007 AND ALL THE BEST IN EVERYTHING =D

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2006-12-30T00:43:00.000+08:00

tomorrow's gonna be the last day with nanny. hmm, people may think: nanny at sucha age? come on, you're old enuff to take care of yourself!
nanny's with me since i was a baby. wanted to leave her during p4, but, i don't bear to do so. dad and mom working, and she took care of my welfare ( meal and clothings ) .

i think, i gonna pay her a visit tomorrow. cuz of work, i rarely see her. and i know, i gonna miss her a lot.

death note 2 is a not bad show. hmm. (:

somehow, it stopped me, though i found you.

=D

2006-12-29T00:11:00.000+08:00

ytd after work, went over to weishen's hse for bbq-ing. stayed late to learn ' driving '. whahahahaha. his family aint in singapore. so, his cousin's car dere. rather scary. lol. i only tried for a distance. =x went home at around 3 plus.

worked today. i had not had any off days for a week. oh well, because of SALE.
customers today made me very frustrated and pissed off. :( ate dinner with sebastian, and babbling about school stuff. i do miss school. hmm. working tomorrow again. tired tired.

yay, daren got in. =D